This is my favorite time of year. When I wake up in the morning, a
slight breeze, and the sun kissing my face. When winter is falling into
an unpleasant distant memory. Similar (but not the same) as that haircut
you had in middle school.
Truth be told I'm a little
homesick. Of course, when you are so emotionally attached to more than
one place, you often feel homesick no matter where you are. But after
this week, I could do with a few Columbia County days. To sit in the
living room of our strong and silent house, reading in the afternoon sun
as the clock on the mantel ticks on by. Or sitting with my Katie-did
sipping tea and "talking it out" until the wee hours. I may not always
like what she has to say, but I miss her saying it. Sweet tea and
"sunbathing" in the back yard. P.S: Irish American girls should not sunbath. Its less like bathing and more like cooking.
I bet they're turning the soil if you drive on out
toward Benton, always a sure sign spring is here. Other important signs
include: The Bloomsburg fountain running, Rita's opening and SalVal putting outside
toys for sale in the window.
I want to get in my truck
(yes Dad, its my truck for just a few months, then I swear I will gladly
return it.) and drive. I need a break. I want to sit in my meeting
house with the smell of old pews and cut grass and breath deep with
people I love. That's how it is this morning. Yesterday too.
Tomorrow, I might be homesick for the shore. For the waves or my
Grandma's house that has its own unique smell of Lysol and bubble bath.
The postage stamp yard with its giant flagpole and weird
aluminum fence that leaves white dust on your clothes when you hop over
it. Of course, its not the same without a man I loved more than life sitting
in a leather backed recliner reading The Star Ledger and popping
M&M's. Just goes to show you can be homesick for people too.
I'm often sick for the ocean. My ocean. My sanctuary no
matter which end I am standing on. A part of the planet that is more
than relaxation, its restoration. I think that might be why Ireland's
west coast calls to my soul so much. Ireland.
I have one
week and one day until I hop on my next adventure. Going to yet another
home. Another soil that claims my heart. A place I always miss. I'm
getting on an airplane that I have spent years waiting to be able to
actually board. My backpack, a small suitcase, Sleepytime Pooh and me.
On our way to grow, to learn, to form new bonds with a culture and
people I so enjoy. To be still and listen. A lot.
I wonder if someone with wanderlust ever actually settles in one place for very long. I guess that will be one of the many joys of my life journey. Finding how many places I can leave my heart.
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